Orijinalden alıntı: Jeopol
Winnipeg için kanadaya uçakla gidip biz kaçıyoruz, iltica ettik demek gerek. Greencard ile olmuyor.
Hem büyük şehir, hem soğuk, hem de Kanada. Tam yaşamalık yer
Ama Vancouver gibi deniz kıyısı yerlerden daha muhafazakar bir düşünce yapısına sahip midir, bilemiyorum. Vancouver, Kanada'nın İzmir'iyken, Winnipeg sonuçta Kanada'nın Anadolusu. Hiçbir fikrim yok düşünce farklılığı var mı Kanada'da şehirden şehire
I feel like drinking the mother of all evils these days but if I ever touch the drug called alcohol, my gf would break up with me. I made her big promises never to touch the stuff. Today I got into the mood to get boozed. I wish I hadn't doubted about the existence of the god. I feel as if life is meaningless. I am not sure I am the kind of guy to marry and have children. I find such things meaningless as if I doubt about the existence of god. If I was a muslim, I may have had a better life. I'd been sober for 3 months. I drank the day after I returned to İzmit from Göle. Then stayed sober again since then. But then what? This meaningless life makes me to get boozed. Living alone at home since the death of my mother doesn't make me any good. I get lost in thoughts. The last time I got boozed, I woke up in the morning without my phone. It was not at home. I dont remember what happened to the phone.